Full Moon in Scorpio...transformation

Full Moon in Scorpio
Sun at 20º Taurus
Moon at 20 Scorpio
Death, rebirth, and transformation...
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This Full Moon represents the culmination point of our karmic clearing & healing work facilitated by Scorpio. And, especially Saturn’s transit through Scorpio, from 2012 - 2015. Through Scorpio, we experience the death, transformation, & rebirth process. The Saturn transit through Scorpio was like walking through the gates of hell. Facing our shadow and deepest, most painful wounds. Scorpio reveals the truth, and supports our transformation process. It is only through death & transformation, that rebirth happens. During this process, we have been facing & healing wounds that have held us captive in the inorganic reincarnation process. When the unconscious becomes conscious, we are stepping towards freedom. And, during that Saturn/Scorpio transit we worked to heal & release such deep emotional pain, that only Scorpio can facilitate. Including wounds of heartbreak, abandonment & separation. The karmic clearing during Saturn’s Scorpio transit, is directly connected to the karmic timelines collapsing now, during this Full moon in Scorpio.

The divine masculine has been in the dismantling phase (amplified by the retrograde planets). Dismantling his false self, and inorganic/patriarchal mask. Which was placed on him, so he would forget who he was, serve the agenda, and remain trapped in disempowering karmic cycles.  But, as the veils of forgetfulness, and collective beliefs are thinning, the divine masculine is starting to remember.  

Meanwhile, the divine feminine has been in the extreme purification phase of reclaiming her divine power. Healing & releasing deep emotional wounds regarding self love, self worth, and abandonment. Recently processing, through these retrogrades, a healing crises. In order to fully embody the courage, strength, and divine will…to step into the truth of who she is. With authenticity & unconditional self love. As the feminine is the magnetic principle, she draws to her all that she has been seeking, and has perceived waiting for, when she finally embodies pure unconditional self love. While there has been this understanding & perception, of the feminine awakening first, which on a certain level is true, it’s also been about the divine feminine fully reclaiming her truth. While the masculine has been remembering who he is, she has been remembering self love. Which is all part of the same process, within each one of us. And, the acceleration and magnitude of this process right now is massive. The dark, shadow aspects and karmic programs that have held the masculine prisoner have no chance against an awakened and empowered divine feminine. And, as he awakens to the power & truth who he really is, the disempowering control structures are crumbling.  And, inorganic programs of self sacrifice & suffering along with them.

While the Moon is in Scorpio during this transit, the Sun is in Taurus. Which is connected to our physical, manifested reality. Taurus is also ruled by Venus, which just processed an extremely powerful retrograde. Reflecting on all the emotional & karmic wounds experienced in this physical reality. Revealing, what we no longer want, or resonate with. And, now guiding us in the direction of what we do…which is true love. The Sun in Taurus is amplifying & supporting the manifestation of our higher vibrational intentions in the physical world.

Chiron square Saturn
Pluto retrograde in Capricorn

Both the Chiron-Saturn square and Pluto/Capricorn have been working together to dismantle the NA/inorganic architecture while healing the pain & wounds implanted during the patriarchy. Saturn, ruler of Capricorn. Both are directly involved in perpetuating the inorganic hologram, and control matrix.  Pluto, ruler of Scorpio, has been dismantling all relationships, and dynamics that do not support, or serve, our highest good and ascension process. Meanwhile, Chiron has been working to heal our deepest emotional scars, and false beliefs. Including collective wounds, implanted during the Age of Pisces. As a result of this, there are huge shifts & greater collective awakening happening.  

Nodal Shift: North Node Leo/South Node Aquarius

At the same time as this Scorpio Full Moon, we have moved into the Leo/Aquarius nodal axis. Which makes perfect sense as we step out of the dark night process into the light. It feels we are coming out of a time loop, or healing cycle. December 2012 was the official opening of our collective ascension process. However, it feels like true awakening is happening now. Or, the awakening within the awakening. The last several years have been such an extreme & exhausting process. Also, providing the necessary “time” to heal & spiritual purify in order to reach this next level of transformation. And, all that we have processed and understood in the higher realms, and our higher hearts, is finally working its way onto the manifested, physical plane. We have processed much darkness, collectively.  And, we are ready to step into the light.

There is a powerful sense of rebirth and renewal right now. In an interesting way, it feels like a return to the beginning of this process. However, completely and totally different.  We were initiated into this cycle of time, in June of 2012.  The first exact Pluto Uranus square.  And, this 5 year period of time, has provided & facilitated a powerful opportunity for collective awakening, healing & integration  The experience of death & rebirth…over & over again. Which is a necessary, and sometimes painful process, in order to achieve true transformation & enlightenment.  Which is the path of awakening, and ascension.  As the veils have continued to lift, shining light on previously hidden & unconscious behaviors, patterns & beliefs.  And, we are on the cusp of a huge transformation now.  A result of all our intensive healing & spiritual work.

The nodal axis shifting to Leo/Aquarius represents many different things. Leo, is ruled by the Sun. We are being guided to step into own divine purpose with courage, strength & authenticity. To embody our own light and radiate from a place of pure love. As we have been going through this process of death & rebirth, we have been moving towards the light. As we heal & release darkness, we hold more light.  And, the astrology is leading us, collectively, to stand in our light, and our truth.

One of the most painful initiations into the awakening process, is the dark night of the soul. During which we feel completely lost, abandoned & alone. It feels like we may never climb out. But, this phase is necessary, and ultimately positive, because it facilitates our awakening.  With the north node in Leo now, this represents our transition from darkness into the light.  The north node was previously in Virgo.  Because stepping into courage, authenticity, & light first requires discipline, integrity, and negative ego clearing.

Leo, also represents our inner child. Which, in spiritual understanding, is connected to our physical body. And, manifested reality. So again the theme (also connected with the Sun in Taurus during this Full Moon) is physical manifestation & embodiment. Leo is also the spontaneous joy, and creativity of a child. During our awakening, we process pain & sadness.  The transformation process is not an easy one.  However, when we finally reach a certain point, it’s like returning to innocence.  Because as we heal & clear emotional pain, and collapse karmic timelines, we remember who we are.   All that was previously unconscious, and trapped in karmic cycles is revealed.  The truth really does set us free.  As we begin to heal, and remember our true nature, we feel & express joy again.  As a child.  With the North Node in Leo for the next 18 months, we are encouraged and supported in this direction.

The South Node in Aquarius can manifest in various ways. The South Node is our past, more unconscious behaviors and reactions. Aquarius is ruled by Uranus, unpredictable, dramatic, sometimes impulsive change. With the South Node here for the next 18 months, this could manifest as very extreme & chaotic behavior and activities. Rebellion, revolution, and chaos. This could be extreme groups acting out of unconscious polarities…based on various patriarchal control structures/programming (religion, politics, financial, etc). The South Node in Aquarius is like a wild card. Where absolutely anything can happen, at any time. It is very unstable, and unpredictable energy. We are guided towards Leo now. This is where the light is, and where we are being guided collectively. The North Node in Leo, is the higher potential of this current nodal axis. The South Node, where the collective will potentially react from a place of unconscious wounding, fear & pain.

We are at such powerful & extreme point now. Where both the divine masculine & divine feminine are right now is incredibly transformational. With karmic timelines collapsing, and very chaotic energetically, this is dramatically shifting & supporting ascending timelines, and divine unions. However, since we are in a massive bifurcation, we are also witnessing huge polarity.

This may feel like a test of strength, neutrality and endurance.  And, definitely staying centered and calm in the now moment. ​